You call out to me, pleading with your green orbs that I was once so enthralled by. You smile, confident that I’ll be okay. That it’ll be okay.
We play pretend like nothing ever happened, like so many times before.
It’s enough, stop it. Fxxk off
Suddenly, my name sounds like a rat in the sewers. Dirty and disgusting. I don’t know what I feel, what I should feel. Is it anger? It’s a murky river. Rain starts falling and I watch as it drenches everything–
There’s a roaring fire, magnificent as it shines red yellow orange
tears brim at the edges of my eyes and I watch it destroy you with its destructive lick
in my mind.